regret.

maybe I already saw this coming but I wasn't expecting it to be this early. but it's my fault anyway. he deserves to know the truth even it hurts. I'm so disappointed with myself. you're more than enough but deep down I know that I don't deserve you from the start. what the fuck I was thinking back then? I'm sorry for everything I've done. I hope both of us will heal, sooner or later. 

the voice of the heart.

it's been a while. I don't know what's going on with me. something just not right. I'm lost. something inside me is screaming, asking for help. I need time and space for myself. seems like he doesn't get it. what am I going to do?